Convenience

I've been having some strange and powerful dreams the last few nights, and one consistent theme in them all is that the women in them are not Penny. Not entirely sure what that means, but I do know I can feel myself sniffing the wind a bit these days. I am not entirely sure where I want to be or who I want to be with, but I do have a strong sense that I shouldn't lock myself in too hard right now.

More changes are coming. I can feel them. I am also getting really, REALLY tired of driving to see her all the time. I am not so irritated about it that I'm about to lay down any sort of ultimatum, but when it gets to the point that half the miles I put on the car in a week come from going to see her, doing things with her up there, or coming back from same, I am starting to feel like things are unbalanced and I don't like it.

The appeal of someone a little more... convenient... can't be avoided.

Hhhhhhh...