Orange Crush

Whoa.

Most of my life, I've been the initiator of crushes, not their recipient.

I figured out tonight that I'm the recipient, and damn, the initiator is terribly tempting. Never mind that she's probably 22 and I'm 43. It's beyond flattering, it's a bit of a torture.

What to do, what to do? If she was 17, I'd know exactly what to do. If I was still 17, I'd know what to do (in a sad way).

It doesn't help that she's red-haired, tough a pretty damn cute. And I see her at least once a week.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...