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Out thereFebruary 09, 2004 - 1:02 a.m.
Sometimes I worry me. I just finished an entire container of pork fried rice. That was pretty much all I had to eat today, unless you count a small waffle I had before I left Penny's. Low-carb... sucks. "It's all about the lowcarb/hicarb bull-shit..." In a completely unrelated vein, somebody tell me what the big attraction of new sex is about. I mean, really tell me. What does it mean to you? I ask, because I think I've lost the handle on that particular concept. I feel like I want to have serious sex with someone new. But really, what am I looking for? Some new position? Some new sensation? Some new kink? Some new conversation while the semen soaks into the mattress cover? WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR? And what, exactly, is it that I can't get with Penny? I've been through it all... I mean, jeez, I'm forty-one years old, and if I wanted it, I could have had it by now, so is it just old habit that makes me feel like I want to fuck someone new? I could get in the car and be in her bed in under an hour. But somehow the lure is "something out there." I no longer even understand why. Somebody tell me.
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